Tip-toeing on Melted Ice Bergs

Greetings from a lazy blogger.

2011-12-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

Merry Belated Christmas and a Happy New Year.

10 days left for me to stay at home, eat great food, watch more movies, spend more time with the family, wear more super short shorts and miniskirts, sleep until the sun goes down and not having a relationship with any sort of scientific reading material. HOLLA. Then I'll do some shopping in KL for 2 days and then, bon voyage Malaysia, I won't be home to collect angpaos for the coming Chinese New Year.

By the way I dyed my hair platinum beige and here's a vain picture of the vain hair and the vain girl.

But of course under different lighting the vain hair exhibits different colour and my favourite being under the sunlight :)

Yea. I dyed my hair with Liese Platinum Beige.

Yea. The bathroom smelled like someone had thrown an ammonia bomb into it.

Yea. Ammonia is bad for your health. And the environment.

Yea. I tried it because I was crazy.

Yea. I couldn't help myself from staring at the mirror all the time.

Yea. Sometimes I perasan ang moh a bit *nostrils flaring*

and there you have it. The rants and the vain vain vain VAIN girl who fell in love with her hair. TEEHEE

Digging out the blogging bug

2011-12-06T20:46:00.001+08:00

I know that my blog had been pretty dead for a while *insaf 3 minit* but hey, at least I'm blogging today, so don't nag me anymore, Melzie and Rudy :P

I'm glad that my last post ended with a slightly positive tone, considering that I myself love to see things from the most depressing angle anyone can ever imagine. HEEEE, yeahniways.

In the past 3 months nothing has changed; tooth carvings were endless and we had tonnes of stuff to study, stress level was at all time high and I almost punched one MBBS nutcase who claims that studying dentistry is easier than getting a medical degree. So proud of myself *looks to the sky*

Don't chuu miss moi crazy adorable face? :B

Ever since I came to India my DSLR is locked away in the cupboard, I would still use them occasionally but since kentut pun no time already, the syok sendiri agenda will have to wait until I return home, which is in a week's time *throws my hands in the air*

Everybody is pretty much liberated right after our first sessionals which ended last Saturday. We girls had lots of fun going around shopping and not paying attention during lectures. Ha. Not guilty.

So, yeah, I'mma stop here tonight, TEEHEE, off to watch a horror movie with the girls.

Nights world.

Yep, it's the 13th day of September.

2011-09-13T21:10:00.000+08:00

Depressing posts aside, I'm getting my braces done by next week. My carvings got submitted (Praise the Lord!) But there are more challenges ahead. So, yea. xoxo.

MENANGESSSS

2011-09-04T20:11:00.002+08:00

I get frustrated easily. With assignments, carvings, people, broken impressions, failed plaster blocks. UGH PLASTER BLOCKS. I hate plaster blocks.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm any good becoming a dentist. At least future doctors will only need to memorize books for the time being. We are carving our lungs out and spending lots of money on dental materials. MATI-REALS.

Sudahlah tidak cukup masa study, tidur pun tak tenang.

Hari-hari hujan, baju pun tak kering.

Dampness punya pasal, fungi hidup bermaharajalela,

atas camera bag aku.

atas kasut mahal aku -.-

atas colour pencil LUNA kesayangan aku yang dibawa dari Malaysia!!!

(yelah, aku tak bawa dehumidifier dari rumah, padan muka, aku tahu.)

where was I... OH

Tempe yang annoying, balik-balik ambil kesempatan.

Pinjam nota.

Pinjam sharpener.

Pinjam pembaris.

MINUM AIR YANG AKU BAWA!!!!!!!!

Haaa, hari ini lagilah.

HEARTLESS AUTO DRIVERS TRYING TO CHEAT A FORTUNE OUT OF ME!!

Not 1 oh, but 2!!!!!

*frustrated*

God is going to test me for another 4 years and 10 months. Not sure if I'm up for the challenge =/

Studying in India is like this

2011-08-19T23:41:00.001+08:00

Basically there are only 2 reactions in a typical lecture hall.

Local students will respond like this

Malaysian students on the other hand...

Ha.

Not applicable to all Genius Malaysian BDS student terror tahap silencer.

***

I've been hitting books like a mad woman every single day and yet I still get zero output after exhausting my body and my brain. I'm sleep deprived for crying out loud.

haiz. SAD.

A proper internet connection

2011-08-04T01:01:00.001+08:00

Got my broadband today (FINALLY -.-) and I have a Biochemistry quiz tomorrow along with lots of lots of chapters of Physiology, General Anatomy, Dental Materials and Dental Anatomy/Histology that I have to catch up with otherwise I will fail my exam and lose my scholarship which is basically none of anybody's concern. I just wanna rant.

and It has been raining continuously since...forever.

and my shoes are dying.

and there are lots of dogs in India.

and I went to church alone last week. Sorry Dad :P

Did I say I went out alone to the shophouses opposite of my hostel too?

Please don't get a heart attack. Good night :)

Shoot The Stars. I'm leaving home on Thursday.

2011-07-19T17:17:00.000+08:00

Unlike most people who are starting to worry about life transitions in a foreign country, I'm more concerned about not having enough clothes to fill my wardrobe in India. and also the evermore scary curryland food. *gulp*

PRESENTING: Shocked face + my long-long wavy hair. Ignore the door pane.

So, for the past few days I've been stocking up The Big Bang Theory episodes and more movies, as well as unpacking and repacking my stuff a few times due to my ridiculous sense of insecurity. Then I broke one of my toe nails while I was trying to lift the 23kg luggage up to weigh the thing last night -..- *snort*

Oh, and the highlight of my agenda, chilli-eating practice.

Don't play play with sabah cili padi because they are capable of putting your taste buds on fire the moment it enters your mouth. HAAA.

Anyways, it is suffice to say that my pre-departure jitters is considerably mild, granted leaving sooner than I thought freaks me out a little. I was hoping to head for KL on Sunday since I'm only flying off that night itself but my brother's orientation starts on the following monday and we have to make preparations for him to move into his new home a few days before.

What to do lah, God has better plans for us all in the end.

Ei, where did your Potter post go?

2011-07-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

To my surprise many find the latest Harry Potter movie ... EPIC. So I thought 'Maybe I was wrong' and I deleted my Potter premiere post without giving too much thought about it. I was planning to watch the movie again, and perhaps having another set of opinions by then *shrugs*

The timing could never be right in my world however.

After I clicked on my delete button, I found people on facebook having same opinions about the movie like I did.

Next time I am so gonna stand my ground. *nostrils flaring*

Yea, I'm still rating Harry Potter and the Deadly Hallows Pt 2 as 5/10.

The last time I read the book was years ago and to be frank I don't really remember every single detail from the book. But if you ask me whether or not the movie justifies the book, I'll say ... NO, because the movie does not gives me the satisfaction I had reading the book.

Oh I do remember what it feels like to be having a bookgasm. *rolls eyes*

Perhaps I'm just a wee bit harder to please. HAHA

Packing furr India

2011-07-12T15:29:00.032+08:00

Of all the luggage I've been using in the past, pretty much all of them end up in their respective graves. So, since I'm buying a new (and slightly pricey) one, I figure that I should at least pick out my favourite colour despite the obviously inevitable fact that it will end up dirty sitting in the cargo and possible unsightly damage as a consequence of being tossed around in a barbaric style by the folks at the airport.

My new red baby :)

I have come to a conclusion that packing is another skill I've yet to master. Up until now I have no idea how am I supposed to squeeze everything into a 20kg luggage. Sorting out clothes have been the biggest dilemma because due to the cargo baggage weight limit, variety doesn't have a say here either. Hmm.

but anyhu, I still have about a week to go, I'm going to try my luck on exceeding it until 25kg since most people I know take off with slightly overweight luggage without the need to pay for the penalty. We'll see how it goes.

12 more days to Curryland ;)

Oh I dyed my hair. By myself.

2011-07-07T20:38:00.004+08:00

I used to have my hair dyed in saloons and the colour never came out exactly the way I wanted it to be each time, probably because I have dark asian black hair but anyway, it wasn't cheap so to speak and there's no point paying so much to not achieve what I want to achieve. SO, inspired by many of my friends and the crazy trend of ombre hair in hollywood *gasp* I went to Watsons and bought:

Revlon colorsilk luminista 170 light golden brown.

At first I wanted to buy Liese but I was opting for something that is ammonia free and Revlon was the cheapest of them all. *cue angels singing*

Okaayfine, my hair final hair colour doesn't scream dreamy at all like the box but I have to admit it is a pretty good colour to create a gradient between the lighter shade of brown I had previously on my hair ends and the black colour of my roots. The photo doesn't do the colour justice. Just saying.

I didn't use the conditioner that came alongs with package instead I put on my hair mask and did a 30 minutes hair treatment straight after. Normal conditioners never work for me let alone a conditioner from a cheap packaging. I'm glad my hair is glowing.

Frankly speaking I saved 5 times the money dying my hair professionally in a saloon. FIVE TIMES. and no matter what colour I chose it'll always end up looking the same like this RM18 job. Oh I love it when drugstores are on sale *grins*

I just hope my hair colour won't fade into the orangey base colour after several wash since this colour is a level 4/5 brown. I'll definitely go for a level 6 blonde next time, but for now, I'm in a happy place :)

Oh, and I'm taking a break from my blab spree. I'm so inspired by Dan Humphrey to write something concrete even though he's fictional.

#15 : Tomorrow is wednesday

2011-07-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

The things that will drive you nuts once in a lifetime..

I hate college accommodation application whatever.

I just got off the phone with ChiaYing discussing about what to do with our upcoming source of headache. I think I was yelling on the phone the whole time. Can't help it, it's the way I talk. Loud and annoying. HAHA.

Daddy monsoon's bringing the rain, I smell flood this season, the downpour kinda scares me =/

#14 : Monday morning rain is falling.

2011-07-04T10:03:00.001+08:00

I got up from bed and it was pouring and suddenly I felt so, HAPPY. Maybe I'm just crazy. Anyway, both my arms are still sore after my Hep A and Hep B jab. I couldn't even feel my butt too after the typhoid jab.

Well, next week I have to get my arms numb again since I have 2 more jabs to go. I think the lady doctor had a lot of fun sticking needles into me the old school way since she doesn't need to search for the veins.

I love being random early in the morning :D

#13 : Today I'll go Chinese nutso

2011-07-03T23:48:00.002+08:00

我发现用母语发泄非常...顺畅. 哈. Anyway,进入正题。

我知道我是一个非常幸福的孩子咯

有爸爸

有妈妈

有~~不是很~~免费的学业

但是

上个星期我的温度计已经冲破沸点.

原因是啥？

我娘的丈夫是一个

无理取闹

脾气暴躁

认为天下所有人都是错滴

大男人

大男人再这里并不是褒义字哟

这位大男人

时不时就吼人

而且是没有原因的哟

他可以把四五百年前的事情拿出来乱machine gun一顿

可以说是世界大战3的代言人

他也可以based on你的表情--那个当他风平浪静时看都不看一眼的表情 --下一个“你讨厌他” 的结论，接着把你骂到荷兰去

我娘他根本都懒得理liao噜

就算他被俺爹的子弹乱炸一通

5分钟后他还能对着俺爹谈笑风声

But,

算他们不好运咯

生出来滴儿子和女儿没有reset button来display笑容.

虽然，耶稣讲要忍耐

虽然，耶稣讲要爱

虽然，耶稣讲要关怀....

哎

有时候

我真的

很想

去一个

很远很远的地方然后不要回来

哎

我了解啦其实

都一把年纪liao咯

看戏每次都看到啦

老人家都爱骂人

然后俺也是他生的(literally啦）

然后耶稣讲我们对父母有责任咯.....

所以咯

如果我的行动是based on我的冲动

而不是我那个神恩赐的牙医头脑

我哪里对得起耶稣？

***

其实我也不知道我写浆多来做么。
反正这件事情根本没有解决的方针。

#12 : There is no punch line.

2011-06-25T23:37:00.004+08:00

I find Waiting for Forever kinda boring, I wasted 1.5 hours of my life after being deceived by a movie trailer and despite the fact that it is an indie film, of all people I should have seen this coming. They are indie films for a reason --- artistically ~~BORING~~.

But unlike most films there was no climax whatsoever in this movie and Rachel Bilson was unstable in her heels all the time.

Even Tom Sturridge's hotness couldn't save this movie.

Ok fine, at least the movie is colourful.

#11 : In the alligator sky

2011-06-24T18:33:00.001+08:00

I was planning to talk about food earlier today though later on I decided to ramble about my friends who are rocking their awesome lives down under, they are scoring themselves hot caucasians without me! *grabs hair*

BUT

I changed my mind since I lost track of time stalking people on youtube.

Two of the most craziest people of all time. \m/

#10 : Meet my boyfriend,

2011-06-23T15:03:00.000+08:00

His name is Bob. Holla.

#9 : The Brooklyn Dream

2011-06-22T18:49:00.002+08:00

You know in movies where a guy walks a girl home after dinner, strolling down pavements decorated with vintage street lights on one side while long rows of classy apartment buildings sit majestically on the other -- a picture perfect scene where the romantic atmosphere slowly builds up as a gentle love song plays in the background as they were talking, climaxed with the final, long awaited kiss taking place in the embrace of the staircase outside one of the apartment lots, and the fairytale night ends soon after, with them saying goodbyes to each other and giggling alone as they turned towards the opposite direction, reminiscing the bits and pieces of the shared moments.

*gasp*

I'm a sucker for that :)

picture credits: levelgroup.com

Brooklyn Heights, New York.

In most of the films set in New York, this part of Manhattan will never be missed, and the girl always lives there. I read somewhere on the internet saying that this neighborhood is one of the priciest location to live in. This got me questioning my sanity if I were to fulfill that expensive dream just to please myself (LOL). Anyway, the interior and exterior of the building never fails to amaze me each time I saw them in movies or on TV.

I can hear the angels singing each time I think about it.

// Off to watch masterchef

#8 : I'm a world class stalker

2011-06-19T15:30:00.005+08:00

Macy Maloy is Cameron Mitchell's awesome girlfriend.

Cameron, I love you.

❤

and your girlfriend.

I know I'll never get the chance to meet you in person.
But it's ok.
Even though I'm always waiting outside, knocking at the door of Macy's private facebook profile.

I'm not crazy. At all.

God bless you two love birds, I'll visit Texas someday :D

I'll shut up now. xoxo.

#7 : Like a Gunshot From Miles Away

2011-06-18T17:04:00.006+08:00

I wanna go to Detroit so badly to see Parachute LIVE!!!!

WillAndersonHowDareYouStoleMyHeartAgainpffftwhatever

If only American Visas are easy to apply :'( Anyone in their right mind should never miss this thing because it is FREE! *snort*

Blanyways.

The first episode of The Glee Project was okay, though I feel that it was a wee bit unfair because some people have fewer cam time compared to the others AND I DIDN'T REALLY SEE MUCH OF CAMERON EITHER!!! Ok fine, he's one of the lucky people who gets more individual cam time but still, if I'm still complaining, something must have gone wrong.

So, anyhao, Marissa made an impression, well..to me at least. Same goes to Lindsay, Alex and Samuel but unless the Glee producers don't mind creating a bunch of redundant characters, Cameron will have to work harder because he has tough competition.

If only his vocals could coordinate his limbs, if only...

*BangsHeadOnWall*

#6 : Pretty sure it is not what it is

2011-06-16T00:04:00.004+08:00

I ate raw dressing-free vegetable salad today. I seriously do not understand how the goats and cows and other herbivores that need to chew on tasteless fibres for the rest of their lives survive this ~~plight~~ reality.

By the way, I just had the shock of my life moments ago :O

*gasping for air*

No, I'm not talking about the salad but anyways.

At 3.30 am sharp the Anonymous Hackers will strike, hopefully Malaysia will restore the freedom of internet usage while they're on at it, hopefully.

Oh, and I just watched Hangover part II today. Unrealistic and overwhelming but I guess that's the whole purpose of the movie. Bradley Cooper is smexy nonetheless.

Toodles.

#5 : When I really go lima heights on you

2011-06-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

0kB/s. Great. That's just what I needed, pfft. Once they start blocking megavideo I'm so gonna move out of this country. Don't play play with my oestrogen Malaysia *nostrils flaring*

#4 : The Glee Project?

2011-06-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

This excites me more than Glee, the contestants are hotter than the original casts so to speak. Cameron Mitchell is the bomb. OMG. Why on earth are his youtube videos underrated when he's so EXTRAORDINARY?

His John Mayer and Coldplay covers are fantastic, though I gotta admit, I prefer his dreamy normal guy look before he got engaged with the whole street vibe wayfarer glasses thing. Pretty sure there's a word for it, but my fashion vocab sucks big time.

I swear he looks charming-er than this in the Firework cover video by The Glee Project. The comments of the video says it all. WE ARE IN LOVE WITH THE GUY AT 0.50!

Even though it is pretty pathetic to print screen Cameron Mitchell but seriously, that's the only way to get hold of his pictures now.

I HOPE YOU GET FAT ASS FAMOUS AFTER THE PREMIERE AND I CAN FINALLY TELL PEOPLE WHAT A PROUD HARDCORE FAN I AM :)

A MILLION TIMES HOTTER KANNNN?!

On top of that he has a super gorgeous and gifted girlfriend :O

Good Lord I love them both!

#3 : First Class

2011-06-08T22:05:00.002+08:00

I didn't know what to expect as I stepped into the cinema hall, surprisingly I loved the movie from the start till the end although my brother kept on complaining about how Frost shouldn't have appeared in this X-men movie because the comic book says so and hence making it the worst movie ever, a disgrace to all X-men comic fan.

Dramatic much? *shrugs*

James Mcavoy. You are the hottest Professor X ever. Can't wait for the sequel for you to go bald. xoxo

Erik the Magneto was an eye candy no doubt, and the Alex havoc dude, I won't say that his acting is impressive but he's cute, baha. It took me a while to realise that he was the cowboy in the Hannah Montana movie, his face is memorable :)

Off to bed now, dental appointment tomorrow. Hopefully I'll get some sleep tonight.

*gasp*

#2 : Randomology

2011-06-06T22:19:00.000+08:00

Meh dad's Yashica CS-220 auto. The bad thing about ancient models of DSLR external flash is that the battery life dies fast, like really fast. But who am I to complain when a new Canon flash will cost me whopping RM1300?? Heh blahnyways.

Pirates of the Caribbean in 3D was somewhat okay, though I would be even more delighted if the romance between the pastor and the mermaid is somewhat amplified, I don't like the fact that he was pulled down in the the sea. Bummer =/ The 3D glasses on the other hand was a little annoying since I wore it over my glasses- there was barely any room on my nose for two glasses at once- and it slips down every 15 minutes throughout the movie.

My nose is a God given small nose that sits in the middle of my face taking up 5 % of that broad, Chuck Bass-sized face of mine.

But unlike mine, people are still dying to touch his smexy face :O

Moving on.

Tomorrow I'll watch X-men.
Why X-men?
Because of James Mcavoy.

shalalala.

#1 : Flashback

2011-06-04T13:31:00.001+08:00

To make up for the lack of updates I've decided to go for a blabbing-spree in the next couple of weeks. Starting off with my favourite, CLOTHES! 8D

Mizhja on the left with her turquoise punjabi suit and me on the right with my white saree tqvm. Oh I miss shrieking each other's names when we're meet at our tangga Dx

Anyhao.

Actually it is not compulsory to buy one, हम मैं just feel a wee bit incompetent not owning one, which also explains why my KI allowance dried up in an alarming rate.

So, now I'm going to be a good kid and save up some cash to become a millionaire in India later. HAAAA. Whatever.

Cloudy with a chance of खाना

2011-06-01T22:04:00.001+08:00

It would be very impolite of me to be MIA for so long but meh laziness kick in quite often ever since I came home.

and yes, I AM NOW OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO BOLLYWOOD.

क्यों?

Hindi is just so addictive yaarrrr!

The gist is this.

2011-05-05T18:49:00.001+08:00

So, some of us paid a visit to Hospital Serdang today to gain exposure to the world of medicine and then tomorrow we are heading to a mall for a bowling tournament. Next Tuesday we will be having our Hindi night and followed by Kannada night on Friday, not to mention our final examinations taking place after that.

Breathe darling. Just breathe.

Me heads over heels for Nader's instax mini. This is the awesomelyvintageandfabulousbutlookslikefakeclubbing instant picture of moi.

***

Anyway.

This blog of mine will be consistently lacking of updates until life becomes less...occupied.

Wonderstrucked,

2011-04-09T15:56:00.001+08:00

6 weeks. I've been here for 6 weeks, from the days where I wished classes would be canceled till the days people cheat in the examination hall with the lecturers pretending that they do not see, which is quite funny because I thought the seniors were being sarcastic when they said cheating was enjoyable. The scene was horrible especially during our language papers. Enough said. WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF KURSUS INTENSIF INDIA.

just a random picture of mine being..ME :D bahhaaa anyhuuuu

On thursday itself My roomie and I went for a movie marathon with Felicia and Kayee in Alamanda, where we met Justin Bieber (There's another story to this but I'll come back to it later. Someday. Not today.)

We watched SuckerPunch and Sourcecode because they are not playing Rango anymore :(

SourceCode was surprisingly decent despite negative reviews I read somewhere though both movies were very confusing. The whole idea of Suckerpunch would be really awesome if the imaginary fight scenes were removed and emotionally disturbing scenes were added, BUT all in all I heart Emily Browning.

Didn't expect her to turn down Bella Swan, date Max Irons and be the next Sleeping Beauty!!!

TEEHEE. Kalau tak wonderstruck pun tak boleh liao.

To fail or not to fail.

2011-04-03T16:16:00.001+08:00

Dear God, please help me to answer my Kannada, Hindi, Tamil, Anatomy and Physiology papers in the next couple of days even though I can hardly remember a thing and all I can think about now is Seremban's YeeKee Beef Noodles :(

You could at least make the time flow faster so that I can eat 'em beef noodles on Thursday.

Pretty please? *pouts*

ನಾ ಚೆನ್ನಾಗಿದ್ದೀನಿ

2011-03-24T17:24:00.002+08:00

Manipal College of Dental Sciences.

We made it.

12 hours and less

2011-02-27T12:30:00.003+08:00

Time has no mercy on anyone. I just feel so lazy to leave home. I hate growing up. The older you get the lesser the chance there is for you to act like a baby.

T__T

But even if I have to grow up I wanna be very tall and pretty and athletic and rich and super smart and grows nice brown hair like Spencer :D

Pretty Little Liars is ♥

So, when the whole city blacked out

2011-02-18T23:08:00.004+08:00

I figure I should write something on this wonderful space of mine. Everybody at home was pretty much desperate to get online during this period of darkness. With my dad's iphone battery dying and my mum's sidekick being as arse the two old folks went to bed pretty early. While I was racing against the clock to post something ~~awesome~~ up and my brother on the other hand, sulking in his room trying hard to embrace the absence of light, the electricity came back to life! YAY!

This will be a blog post about me and my mind only. HEH.

Anyway, I got a new maxis broadband today since I terminated my contract with celcom months ago. Dad's paying mah bill ;D It's going to be his eventually when I head off to India. pfft. Till then, here's a sneak peek of the crazy feast we had last night at Little Italy.

Usually I can go for a couple slices of pizza right after a plate of pasta and a piece of bread but my ginormous appetite couldn't handle this baby that night. The cheese (OMGEE) is unbelievable, it was nice but a little too much for me. This will be the only picture about our chap goh mei because the other photos weren't up to par to share online.

Moving on.

I fell in love with Scott Dangerfield during his audition in Milwaukee and I had really high hopes that he will win American Idol this year. Guess what. HE DIDN'T EVEN SHOW UP DURING HOLLYWOOD WEEK. *nostrils flaring*

The crazies in the show were quite appealing to me somehow, Ashley Sullivan and Carson Higgins were kinda awesome, though I'm more excited to see my hot guy singing on stage which is not going to happen anytime soon. OH btw, did I say how much I love Brett Loewenstern?? I LOVE HIM SO MUCH!

In less than 2 weeks

2011-02-17T13:33:00.002+08:00

Today will be my last ChapGohMei celebrated at home before I leave home. ~~For Good.~~ We'll be grabbing some Italian food tonight. OMGee

By the way, congrats to all who got top in the world for A-levels! You made KTT proud :P

I was so hyped about the Grammys

2011-02-13T21:27:00.003+08:00

and I've totally forgotten about Valentine's Day until the hoo-has revolving Valentine's Day start to emerge one by one and finally shot Malaysia to worldwide fame.

I just wanna clarify certain stuff regarding Valentine's Day and Christianity, in case some people got too caught up by the statement of that TV personnel.

1. Valentine's Day was a Feast Day of a catholic Saint, St Valentine up until the 1950s. WAS. So, nowadays we Catholics do not celebrate The Feast Day of St, Valentines (except in certain parts of the world). However, St. Valentine is still a saint acknowledged by the Catholic Christian community.

2. EDITED: (Some)Protestant Christians believe in the existence of Saints and Angels though generally most of them do not celebrate feasts days of the saints (nor to they pray to them for intercession). In other words, Valentine's Day is not considered as a Holy Celebration by the protestant community.

3. Valentine's Day is associated to the pagan religion. There's a long history to this, but elaboration of the details will take up a lot of my precious time :) Google is there for a reason.

Sayang, next time don't play the blame game with unjustified arguments yea. It's not cool.

Justin Bieber and Edward Cullen in Restaurant City

2011-02-05T20:59:00.001+08:00

This is a jaw-dropping eye-popping head-turning body-shocking discovery on restaurant city and playfish names them Justin Brie and Cheddaward.

LAUGH OUT LOUD.

I have no complains on Cheddaward but ~~Brie~~ Bieber's hair is just wrong. So WRONG.

The day before AngPao day

2011-02-02T23:30:00.004+08:00

So during the day SokChing and I went lurking around the city in search for a new pair a sandals for the girl. Man, she treats shoes the way shoes are meant to be worn, even the unbeatable pair of Crocs she owns have a hole punctured underneath one of it.

So anyhuuu, I appeared with moi first (and last) pair of HIGH WAISTED SHORTS!

The picture above is a gesture to direct all attention to the shorts tqvm. I even got my mahogany highlights last week, which is not really that obvious because the camera hates it but who cares anyway.

Sok Ching said, the mahogany highlights will only last for a month, then it will start to fade into honey golden blonde, which sounds kinda awesome but I'll see how it goes with time.

Reunion dinner on the other hand was so not weight friendly, even though my dad handled the cooking this year since my mum was working.

Nigel brought his mohawk along today and we abused moi piano after dinner. He knows how to play the guitar, the base, the keyboard and the drums which is like 1736912746832o8 times cooler than anyone else on the planet considering the fact that he's Nigel with an awesome name, Nigel. lol.

SO, HAPPY CNY WORLD. It's angpao day for all who are single ;)

Weekends

2011-01-29T22:47:00.004+08:00

It costed me 3000 won in SinChon, Seoul. Don't we all love awesome bargains? It means RM15, dear world. Xoxo

To one who has faith, no explanation is necessary.

To one without faith, no explanation is possible.

-St. Thomas Aquinas-

All the lonely people, where do they all come from?

2011-01-28T00:10:00.008+08:00

I have a new favourite in American Idol and he is awesome.

SCOTT DANGERFIELD.

The hair,
The glasses,
The outfit,
The VOICE?!

and J.Lo. loves my man. Period.

One of the best quotes EVERR.

Lesson learned

2011-01-26T17:47:00.000+08:00

I will never EVER mess around with my blog feeds again. NEVER. Good gracious I thought something went wrong with my blog and I had to shut it down.

Thank God for the brain that kept on thinking and recalling the dumbest thing I did with my blog.

Problem solved! YAY

and yeah, I guess the blogging about Korea for 1 month thing doesn't apply now.

I am going to blog about it randomly because I'm just too lazy to watermark and resize my photos :D

***

I'm so happy that my friends are moving on, I'm so proud of them. As friends I guess we should stop sulking and give them all the support they needed.

Post A-levels results day

2011-01-25T21:44:00.001+08:00

I'm going to India, but it doesn't feel right.

I hugged JYJ in Seoul.

2011-01-22T17:58:00.007+08:00

Firstly it is totally free. Secondly nobody dares to hug them. Thirdly my good old epidermis layer is as thick as ever! Micky desires me and he puts his hand under my arm, I DON'T EVEN NEED PHOTOSHOP FOR THAT.

Now that is me bringing fan-grilism to a whole new level.

This took place in Myeong Dong Seoul aside from how Baskin Robbins made my mouth so happy last winter.

Celebrity cardboards are everywhere in MyeongDong which are basically tactics of Korean cosmetic shops to survive competition -- Free samples are what I'm attracted to the most though -- my mum fulfilled her Lee Min Ho dream on the other hand.

Posters are also everywhere along the street, with my favourite being:

#1 50% off all things 2pm! Despite the fact that TaekYeon wasn't in the print :/

#2 NichKhun in Baskin Robbins :D

I guess that's all of it.

//end.

Shop the Korean way?

2011-01-21T22:54:00.010+08:00

NEVER BARGAIN WHEN YOU'RE SHOPPING IN KOREA UNLESS YOU ARE PLANNING TO BUY SOMETHING because Koreans have the Hong Kong mindset of bargain liao must buy!

My mum did this mistake without realising it while we were at the fish market. Apparently fish markets are also some big tourism spot but I'd forgotten the name of it so be it. We asked about the price for the dried sotong and the ajumma ended up screaming at us.

We were shocked.

Then another case in SinChon when I was shopping for shoes with a bunch of aunties from the same trip. So the aunties bargained and bargained and bargained and the owner started to get a little annoyed with the aunties, eventually they bought the boots, so no harm done.

Dong Dae Mun malls= Beyond Unreasonable. Period.
Myeong Dong Seoul = Rich people place
Sin Chon = A SHOPAHOLIC MUST-GO!!

DongDaeMun is a slaughter of the piggy bank. Nothing categorized as clothes is under RM100 inside the malls in Dong Dae Mun. I wouldn't call them malls though, since individual shoplots don't exist.

No pictures because the lady is lazy.

Basically, So, the no-bargain fact + the 3 points above = save the world from irresponsible shopping :P LOL

Commercial Break

2011-01-21T22:33:00.002+08:00

I have so much to say but because I said January wasn't going to be random so this will be one of the exceptions.

American Idol premiered yesterday and I LOVE STEVEN TYLER SO MUCH! J.Lo has a heart of gold which makes American Idol somehow less violent than before :D

Speaking of violence my brother and I terrorized the road today, manual cars don't really like us, the other drivers weren't really all happy to share the same road with us. I think they don't like our dad's manual car too.....

Yeah well,

JUSTIN BIEBER'S CONCERT IS ON 21ST OF APRIL AND IS TAKING PLACE AT STADIUM FREAKIN MERDEKA!!!!!

Guess who's gonna go and shower him with cougar love?? BAHAHAHAHA. Moi. BAHAHAHAHA.

Winter Sonata Dream much?

2011-01-20T14:50:00.006+08:00

I didn't expect our time for free activities during our last trip to Korea would be so limited to the point where it just pains me to stay for 1 minute longer. I wasn't mentally prepared you see. Don't get me wrong, I don't hate Korea, it's just that whenever the annoying time limit is imposed I don't get to enjoy anything at all, the elders seem to love it, the young ones just don't care.

For the record, our winter sonata dream only lasted for 1 hour. That's said, if the tour guide didn't bring us to shop at SinChon at the end of the day -- which compensated for EVERYTHING -- I'd probably hate the trip, which I don't. JUST SAYING :)

So, enough of the rant, I'mma present bits and pieces of the ~~Winter Sonata Island~~ Namiseom Island DREAM that survived the deletion executed by the Crappy Mood Netty. *claps*

In short, to reach the island we need to take a ferryboat from the mainland. The deck is all pinewood-ish. The whole Korean population is enough to generate income for the island, not to mention out of 10 koreans walking in the woods, 9 are holding DSLRs.

Woods above and winter sonata trail below. There are several identical trails, not just one.

I'm not gonna elaborate because google does a good job in it so I'mma end with some memorable shots of this trip :D

#1 It was my kerja that made them look like they are running in the picture.

#2 I thought I lost my polo padahal I left it in the bus and this was more expensive than my polo, don't you dare judge its awesomeness!

#3 is awesome because I am awesome LOL Nawh I love the trees.

#4 The peacock chased the guy with the larger DSLR and longer lens and a flash kit down the woods. How is this not my favourite pica?!

Mum says bye! So bye!

I know what I did last winter

2011-01-13T22:10:00.004+08:00

My brother tried eating Gelato ice-cream during our recent trip to South Korea. I missed out the fun with Gelato, but I did got myself BaskinRobbins in MyeongDong.

Considering the fact that nothing else is cheap I decided to splurge some Korean won on ice-cream.

Well, I'm off to stalk Mcsteamy in Grey's Anatomy. Oh yeah, I'm so over George, I want Sloan. TEEHEE!

I can lie on bed all day

2011-01-07T20:19:00.002+08:00

There are many churches in Seoul, the distance between one church to another is just a few blocks away. The tour guide once mentioned,

The most practiced religion is Buddhist, followed by Protestants and Catholics.

I'm kinda proud you know.

and now I'mma continue my lying on bed business, with some early seasons of Grey's Anatomy. Capisci!

Ridiculous colours

2011-01-04T22:02:00.005+08:00

I've decided to spend the whole month of January talking about South Korea and I'll start with a very brief one today. Behold!

My most favourite two colours that cannot be found in Malaysia. DO YOU SEE HOW SOUTH KOREA ROCK MY BABIES?! Skin Food in the KL region, Selangor region and Kota Kinabalu region does not sell that particular green colour that I heart so bad (so I assume the stock is out in the whole Malaysia?) and Tony Moly? Malaysia never had one. The best part is they are EXTREMELY cheap! The Skin Food Green was half the price sold in Malaysia, not to mention everywhere I went was tax free.

Over the moon should be the correct emotion shown by anyone who went shopping for beauty products in South Korea because they are the only stuff that are affordable and reasonably priced. Period. Off to resume my Grey's Anatomy Marathon.

and for the record, McDreamy isn't that hot anymore, George is cuter.

and I thought New Years in Korea was going to be a blast

2011-01-02T15:53:00.005+08:00

Apparently Koreans have a tradition of staying in after 12am, which was the case throughout the entire week while I was roaming aimlessly with my tour guide around the country.

We (except for the tour guide) thought it'll be different on New Year's eve.

On the way back to the hotel the city was packed with cars - another rare scene in Korea given that many do not drive during this snowy season - and though many anticipate the appearance of count down events all over the city, mr tour guide did warn us, saying,

On New Year's eve many Koreans will enter shacks, bars, all sorts of places you can find that serves soju to drink soju to celebrate the fact that they are another year older.

Celebrate is not a word that I would use.

So there we have it, a quiet New Year's eve with no fireworks and grand countdown parties.

I watched celebrities singing on TV though.

Well, off to church now. Happy New Year!

Natale hilare et Annum Faustum!

2010-12-25T14:38:00.001+08:00

The weather in South Korea is going to be nasty for the following week, hopefully I can still enjoy my trip despite the bizarre winter.

NETTY IS CELEBRATING CHRISTMAS WEEK IN KOREA!

YAY!

I will be leaving at midnight. So, MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!!!!!!!

Kaka's I BELONG TO JESUS tee

2010-12-19T21:23:00.006+08:00

When I was at the Salon Last Sunday, flipping through Tween magazines- I'm not sure why did they have it there because I'm pretty sure the hairdressers don't go hardcore over Miley, Bieber and Jonas. Hmm -Anyway, I read it because there was clearly nothing else to read. On a second thought maybe my previous statement was valid.

Blanyways, so there I was going through pages and pages of ~~girl~~ kid stuff and finally, a line worth reading: Kaka and his I BELONG TO JESUS T-SHIRT. The rest of it were, well, crap.

It hit me in the head when Fr Lee was sharing about the sense of belonging to the Lord during his sermon that evening, many seek the sense of belonging and many of us lost it somehow as we try to be attached to worldly matters. The ownership of the sense of belonging comes with sacrifice, how much are we willing to give up for our God? Joseph gave up his pride as a man when the angel revealed to him that he must take Mary as his wife, who bears the child, not his but of the Holy Spirit. Mary gave herself up to God at a tender age to become the mother of the Saviour to our souls, at this tender age many including myself are still searching for the true meaning of our lives.

Christmas, a day whereby we celebrate the birth of our saviour, its true meaning is often overlooked by many. It is more than just Santa and Christmas presents, it's a time when we should reflect on our relationship with God, to anticipate his presence and to experience the past all over again, when we gather around the manger with the angels and the magi, singing praises and hymns of joy.

Water for Elephants

2010-12-16T14:35:00.007+08:00

Since Robert Pattinson is in it and the book itself is a New York Times #1 Best Seller, I assume the movie will be worth watching? But of course, I'll watch the movie first before I head off to the book, just in case inevitable book-movie comparison takes place revealing the cruelest truth of all: the book never loses :)

I'm not in the Robsessed state anymore since Salvatores do better vampires than Cullens.

I like the brother on the right. :P

GREYSON CHANCE

2010-12-15T19:55:00.005+08:00

I'm so gonna make sure he is as famous as Bieber :P I'll shower my boys with Cougar love.

Greyson Chance - Waiting Outside the Line

His single is out today! I love his adolescent-ish voice despite the fact that he's just 12, Justin B's voice was slightly high-pitched at this age, though Greyson's face isn't as cute as Bieber's, no offence kid, the world is superficial, hey newsflash, the main reason why the empty vase community is growing.

America's Next Top Model in 50 minutes, head off for dinner now. Bye world.

NIKITA

2010-12-10T20:52:00.002+08:00

I was planning to blog about it but erm, I'm more delighted in having a Nikita marathon rather than running my fingers on the keyboard, it's not like Google lacks any of these fan-girl-IMO reviews anyway. It won't harm the search engine either even if I did write something, maybe a few days later, or never, we'll see.

NIKITA!

Stefan is stuck with Katherine already :(

2010-12-09T17:13:00.004+08:00

The day was overwhelming, router went cuckoo, brother went crazy, crazy brother talked like a 5 year old kid.

" IF I GET THE INTERNET CONNECTED DON'T YOU EVER DOWNLOAD WE GOT MARRIED AND VAMPIRE DIARIES IN 20 YEARS' TIME "

Gobsmacked. Dumbfounded. Ain't he cute??? NOT!

Blanyways, I spent my whole afternoon ironing clothes and watching Vampire Diaries.

SEASON 2 EPISODE 10.

It's a boring episode, with too much going on. Stefan is stuck in the tomb, because of Jeremy and the stupid moonstone, and Elijah doesn't wanna kill the doppelganger anymore, and Bonnie doesn't like Jeremy. THEN WHY DID YOU FLIRT?! Not that I care anymore because Jeremy is the reason why Stefan is stuck in the tomb. Man, I'm going to be sad for a week because my man is stuck in the tomb. MY MAN IS STUCK IN THE TOMB!!!!!!

Wonder BALLS

2010-12-07T19:08:00.003+08:00

I was in a great mood to talk about these scrunchy balls 2 days ago, I guess delaying stuff doesn't do good to anyone, ei? Anyway, these magic balls curl your hair if you put them on overnight, the other day the woman on TV said that we can even sleep with it. Been there, done that, and can I sleep with it? NO! After a few hours of struggle, I had to take all of them off in order to sleep soundly. Hands down to the effect and the price, not to mention the extra cuteness they add onto moi. TEEHEE.

***

Waiting for my luggage to arrive seem to take forever! Yes it does take 1 week to ship across the sea but the shipping date is just nerve wrecking *grunts* My shoes, MY BELOVED SHOES, ~~all~~ most of them are in the boxes, waiting anxiously to return to their beloved mama's embrace. Oh shoes, be patient, you'll see me again, together with more brothers and sisters of awesomeness.

Retail therapy today eased some of my anxiety of waiting. Strictly speaking my bargain skills are awful. The minute I want to open my mouth I shut them back. IMAGINE THE GUTS NEEDED TO TELL THE SWEET SMILING OWNER OF THE SHOP TO GIVE ME A LOWER PRICE FOR A PIECE OF GARMENT.

It ain't easy for me yo.

Guess who went shopping with moi? My dad. Good thing he had his handphone with him otherwise he'd probably gone crazy walking into the rows of shops decorated with laces and ribbons. HAHA.

Speaking of which, did I ever mention that my dad reads my blog and recites my posts WORD BY WORD to me? Hmm, now that I mention it, it won't be long until he reads again.

........................................

See, I'm speechless already.

and I'm picking up scraps and pieces of French and Latin. Mostly Latin, because I want to go to the Vatican someday, to listen to the Pope preaching in St. Peter's square. O Bonitas. Talking about it makes me excited!!

REVAMPED

2010-12-06T00:00:00.002+08:00

owh goodness I finally repaired my blog by midnight, my beloved colours are back!!!

I'll sort out the rest tomorrow,

yea, it's a bit cramped o.O

Latin is NOT easy to learn

2010-11-30T13:25:00.004+08:00

The very berkobar-kobar punya semangat in me to learn Latin shattered at the moment I look at the Latin for Beginners' page.

I DIDN'T KNOW IT WAS THAT COMPLICATED!

The only thing I learned last night was how to say I love you in Latin. Te Amo, which is identical to the Italian Ti Amo.

I guess I was too ambitious :(

dslr,korea,and fever in between

2010-11-29T09:58:00.004+08:00

I swapped handphones with my dad while waiting for my passport to be done. I'll be heading to Korea for Christmas!! I'm still hacking, though the fever is going away, and erm..yea, I got my own DSLR yesterday, the day after I landed lol

Basically that's all i wanna write, can't think of anything else when my head is throbbing :s I don't think I missed out on anything haha

blog revamping will be done once I get over with my post-homecoming nausea, I have absolutely no interest in anything except for sleeping and back to back grey's anatomy in starworld. Xoxo blogging from jabatan imegresen kota kinabalu lol

Bebe Mignon's Ben replied my tweet!!!

2010-11-04T23:37:00.005+08:00

My first Korean celebrity tweet reply *gasping for air* I probably won't get a thing once BeBe Mignon becomes famous. Love you Ben!

I didn't expect her to reply, I tweeted Bebe Mignon is awesome, I love you you guys, 사랑해

Guess what? She replied!

PS Melzie if you are reading this, she is 153cm tall and weighs 38 kilos o.O maybe your dream is like a hint before she replied me HAHAHAHAHA

베베 미뇽

2010-11-03T14:10:00.004+08:00

Finally, real music is back. The kpop industry needs them. WE LACK PRETTY and ADORABLE KOREAN GIRLS WITH DISTINCTIVE VOICES THAT CAN SING BALLADS WITH HIGH NOTES. Exclamation Mark!

I guess they are too new to the extent that I can't find any decent photos of this trio from google. I have been stalking Naver for their photos since an hour ago. LOL

My current favourite is ~~Hae Geum~~ BEN!!!. Maybe a bit of Ga Eul. and Hae Geum (her status dropped because I just can't find anything about her -.- it frustrates me.) Oh my Ben. Blonde hair wei! Plays drum summore *faint* Girl crush alert! No girl groups have struck me so hard after SNSD. BAHAHAHA :P

Yes ~~world~~ some of you, you guys don't have to tell me how much you guys hated SNSD, I get it, they have more than enough fans anyway, it'll be plain boring if everyone loves the same thing.

BEHOLD! *짱짱짱*

From the left Ga Eul, Ben, Hae Geum. *shriek* Ben :D

Ben's amazing selca in her minihompy *gasp* left me speechless 8)

But I have to admit, cyworld stalking is so tiring because somehow Korean sites are always loaded SLOWLY..........

Ga anyway, I'mma do more stalking now :)

I will study later dad, don't worry.

Dad's complaining

2010-10-29T22:32:00.004+08:00

"Aren't you going to update your blog?"

I think I sort of heard him saying this on the phone, or maybe I did hear him wrong.... Gaa, anyway, lately I just couldn't stay focused when he calls, probably I'm still in trauma because HE TEXTED ME NONSENSE FOR THE FIRST TIME! ON THE NIGHT BEFORE MY BIOLOGY PAPER 4!

No, not the 'wish you good luck part' but the 'What to do, your laoren is so free...' part

Not to mention the usage of '...................................................'

Do pay attention people, I STRONGLY DISLIKE THE USE OF .............................. AS THE ENDING OF TEXT MESSAGES. You'll get penalised for using that in essays Dx

By the way we ended our conversation a few minutes before the text arrive. Blah.

How did I get this far again?

No idea.

Anyway, my passion for the Koreans is revived again no thanks to the juniors and Ricky. and Farah. The luckiest girl on the planet to score a RM800 VIP ticket for free to the JYJ concert and snapping all the superadorableandmademeenviousandwentgagaforafewdays YoochunPark photos and attending the fans-are-not-allowed press conference. OhMONA *faint*

These past few weeks have been overwhelming. *pulls a big fat grin*

幸好老爸看不懂中字，哈。

只有上帝是忠诚的，只有上帝才会永远守候在你身边。

人类？

只会让别的人类摸不着头脑。

Yahoo answers

2010-10-24T23:30:00.002+08:00

Tells you that there's someone exactly like you out there. Cheers. Live life, love life.

Thanksgiving

2010-10-10T19:03:00.004+08:00

Fr Raymond said that Thank you is the hardest word to say on earth. (Well actually I think Sorry comes first... but anyway)

To show your gratitude when you are not willing to give gratification is equally hard, that's what we learn from the reading today, 10 men were cured but only 1 foreigner came back and give thanks to the Lord.

Most of the time we tend to forget about God when we are in happier situations. Times when we achieve success, times when we are happy, times when we are just so burden-free. The ironic part is, we blame God when things are not going well. It is the hardest when we have to give thanks to God for the ordeal that we are facing.

Ok, maybe saying thank you is the hardest thing on the planet.

Something to reflect on.....hmm.

Daddy I want the Katy Perry album

2010-09-23T15:59:00.002+08:00

But the lyrics are 'overwhelming' so just pretend that you and mommy do not understand if I buy the CD and play it in the car, ok?? xoxo

---

It is just so hard to stay focus while I'm studying these days. UGH.

Imma squeeze in

2010-09-18T13:05:00.003+08:00

My first 3D movie experience was kind of, well I won't say it's mind blowing but it was slightly better than what I'd expected.

20 hours left to eat, drink, sleep as much as I want.

Then, I'll be departed back to reality. Oh reality.

People beraya, I also beraya Dx

2010-09-12T11:08:00.002+08:00

So, I learned how to read guitar tabs this week, and guess who inspired me?

Katy Perry :D

LOL Happy Raya my friends, I'm heading towards another open house celebration in 40 minutes time. Toodles

I'm currently filtering my music playlist

2010-08-29T15:56:00.007+08:00

Since Illuminati occult-whatever-satanic influences are currently incorporated into all the so-called hits that pollutes the young minds of the society. I've been doing some pretty serious reading regarding the 'pagan-religion' and hidden meanings of songs associated with the 'involved' singers, starting off with the current leading cuckoo lady (*cough* Lady Ga-Something *cough*)

Oh and by the way, I think Lee Soo Man got desperate too, he made SHINee part of the occult gang *shivers* That's what you get for not having a stand for yourself and for not having a strong faith in the correct religion.

I repeat, CORRECT RELIGIONS, ie religions that do not promote wrongdoings.

Their so called God, if my sources are reliable, referred to Baal (you know, the one that the Israelites worshipped before they knew God in the bible, yeah that's the one) I didn't know to what extent the wrongdoings this pagan religion goes in the bible (since there're aren't any detailed description about it) until one unintentional encounter with Christina Aguilera's not myself tonight mv analysis, then I read up more, and more, and more...until I got sick and decided that it is time to delete all the songs that are somewhat related.

Anyway, I never liked the Gaga woman since she debuted, nor did I ever love Beyonce and her husband, and the Priestest Madam Madonna... YUCK. That's all I can say. Im not in the position to judge anyway. Someone is going to judge them when they die :)

Some other names I read: Christina Aguilera, Kanye West, Paramore and Taylor Swift.

Shocking? Kind of, to me especially, only then did I realise why on earth are their songs so catchy. They are made to be catchy. Blah whatever.

Those are MY ribbons!

2010-08-23T16:12:00.001+08:00

Many are using big bows now, not to say that I should dominate anything, not at all. It's just that I'm so used to being made fun of my bows (because I am Blair Waldorf lol) and now there's another new joke coming in each time my classmates see anyone using a bow.

-1-
Eh Jeannette, did she steal your bow?

-2-
Ei Jeannette, itu bukan ribbon kamu keeerr???

-3-
JEANNETTE, YOUR RIBBON!! *points at the girl*

It's not fun being Blair Waldorf anyway.

Farah got so annoyed she calls me Blah Waldorf, and I call her Sakina Van der Woodsen...........uhm yeah. so.

Guess who was fighting with me for a seat in the examination hall today?

*drums roll*

EDWIN LOH!

TEEHEE.

(The pork meal in BBST is WAAAY better than that of Desa Cempaka, seriously, I need a car!)

I'm sleeping less than 4 hours

2010-08-17T20:20:00.011+08:00

Thanks to coffee's greatest opponent of all time,

Mountain DEW!!!!!

Anyway, it has high caffeine content and it doesn't taste anything like coffee. Above all,

the package is

G-R-E-E-N

It is green, oh goodness. exclamation mark. lol

I don't know

2010-08-16T11:43:00.006+08:00

I'm suffering from Post AS result syndrome.

and Pre-A2 is just 1 week ahead!

I'm still learning, perhaps I will not be able to contribute much, perhaps it is not even significant, but I'll try, at least I will not regret after I leave this place.

I seriously think I'm going to miss this place.

I've learned so much from everyone!

This time, it is different.

2010-08-12T21:00:00.005+08:00

Ling taught me one thing, when you ask something from God, ask boldly, ask with all your heart and ask with faith. The moment I saw my grades, I thought, God, it's yours, not mine.

It's a joyful day for some people, while for others, this day is just too much.

Perhaps I would be the one locking myself up and crying at a corner if I'm one of these unlucky ones. But the reality is I'm not and this is by God's grace. So this is what I want to say.

No matter how terrible you think your situation is, there will always be a miracle, even if it doesn't occur by the time you get your A2 results, it doesn't mean it's the end of the world.

1 month ago, I might not be thinking this way, prayer is the key, bible is the key, FAITH is the key.

I'm not in the position to comment on anything because I'm not the one wearing your shoes. I'm in my shoes now, and I felt the responsibility to tell others to build up their faith while they are still putting on their shoes.

Do you know I cried my lungs out after chemistry practicals because I thought I will fail my paper? Do you know how heartbreaking it is to see the lecturers helping another candidate and feed them with answers? Do you know how awful it is to know that you screwed up the easiest question that everyone else could answer and how dumb you look when others who are superior than you tell you that your answers are ALL WRONG?!

I was tormented for months before my results came out. Back then my faith in God wasn't strong, I called and complained to my parents and I kept on condemning myself. Ask them and you will know, how much I annoyed them by calling them in the middle of the night crying and wailing and as a result, they can't sleep peacefully.

Yeah right, some people might say. I'm not the one who got bad results.

Duh, do you know what my backup plan was??? I told my parents to withdraw all the money in my savings and apply for business and management in some random college and just forget about life here.

That plan isn't overdue yet you see, anything could happen in the future, if and only if I stray away from God again.

God will not put you through something that you cannot cope with, he knows you are able to hold it up, that's why he place all the burden on you. He didn't pick me to wear your shoes, because I will never fit into your shoes.

I guess my time here is up. Have to head over to my study table like, NOW!

**Do you know what miracle God did today???? I thought that I won't be able to sell my AS books after so long since the juniors enter KTT, but eventually I still drafted a 'Books for sale' note and pasted it around my block. Within 3 hours, only 1 book is left. Seriously, ONLY ONE BOOK IS LEFT!!!!

God is so wonderful!!

This is rushed by the way

2010-08-03T19:05:00.003+08:00

I thought I'd utilised my 1 hour of grace period to refresh stuff I learned from my tuition classes. This attempt failed anyway.

Hence I went online and check on the movie screening dates and time.

I'm seriously Going to Alamanda on Saturday just so you know!

After being rejected by ALL OF MY CLASSMATES today and 10++ other friends due to various reasons including 'I wanna study for IELTS' 'I wanna study for my A2' 'Alamanda is boring' 'I have other plans' etc, I figured I should go to the mall by myself, it's not hard anyway, but safety is an issue because my college is isolated and who knows what will happen if, just if, the taxi driver tries to do something bad *gasp*

After all the failed attempts I concluded that I will be going alone, then suddenly I got a text from Melissa. HA! She's coming with me. (because I promised I will pay for her movie tickets, TWO MOVIE TICKETS to be exact.) My dad was right, people LOVE free tickets. Maybe not all people, my classmates weren't interested with my offer....

Nganganga, I still love you Melissa! xoxo

But...I don't think I can get student rates for both movies. Ah whatever.

Okay gotta go, I have a tuition bus to catch!

OUR CF KEYBOARD

2010-07-24T11:30:00.003+08:00

All this while I thought my piano skills suck because I'm not a musically-gifted damsel in distress, so I was completely immersed in a world of self-pity in the past 7 years because I just didn't play as well as other people - I cannot play without music sheets, that's how pathetic I was. Actually I can play pop songs without music sheets but my brain can only carry out 1 task at a time instead doing both memorising chords and running my fingers on the keyboard to play the multi-patterned thingy.

For the past 2 semesters I had been rejecting the offer to play for CF since there are people who play better than me. But this time, I offered myself up, somehow something prompted me to do so, I don't want to leave KTT knowing that I absolutely did not make full use of my potential as a contribution to sing praises to Him the Most High.

Hence, I'll be playing for next week's session. Amen.

To be frank, like seriously frank, I went to youtube to search for chord runs and fills. To my amazement, the patterns from the videos were the patterns I played during my syok sendiri sessions at home.

Shouldn't feel so sad anymore, should I? God has a plan all this while. Hopefully I can cope with everything until I set my hands on the keyboard. HAHA.

Classes are canceled for today

2010-07-17T09:22:00.004+08:00

I guess this whole IELTS thing is really getting into my nerves, no thanks to my fellow peers who were constantly reminding me that the IELTS exam is right after the day CIE releases my AS results, some even gave the wrong dates to me. It's not on a freaking 30th of july ok people, I think I made myself clear enough, it's on 13th of August!

So now I'm currently giving all the best that I can to avoid speaking in Manglish, even though it is excruciatingly difficult. People would probably think that I'm crazy if they caught me recording myself talking, alone, in the Cr.

Anyway, WE CLEANED THE WHOLE COLLEGE COMPOUND YESTERDAY! Let's just hope that people will be more responsible instead of placing their rubbish everywhere. Otherwise, what' the purpose of inventing a rubbish bin in the first place?

I'm a Twihard

2010-07-09T23:36:00.004+08:00

But I think Eclipse is kind of overrated. However, the meadow scenes and all the kissing scenes between Edward and Bella are awesome!!

Twihard rate: 5/10

I saw Jackson Rathbone a.k.a hot blur vampire guy a.k.a Jasper a.k.a Alice's hubby a.k.a the vampire who suppresses his southern accent throughout the whole Eclipse movie, in The Last Airbender.

I doubted it at first, but then after I mentioned it to Kayee we scrutinised the trailer again before Despicable Me started, and yes, my senses were correct. Jasper shaved his blond hair! He is what I call a versatile hot guy who can pull off any kind of looks and still make people swoon over him.

Despicable Me on the other hand was kind of sarcastic? Especially those squeaky yellow creatures that do not speak proper English, I didn't really focus in the cinema anyway, part of the reason was Joe's crazy laughter and random monologues. Sorry Joe, for I was silent all the time, I was trying to figure out the funny stuff that you were laughing at. Perhaps I was too exhausted, physically and mentally, I went all out doing the silent-shriek during Eclipse because Riley's hotness is too hard to contain, not to mention Jacob's funny statements.

I'm hotter than you

Now that tagline was seriously funny.

Moving on, the other reason was due to something that I certainly won't tell. Let's just hope Joe won't be my loudspeaker, seriously, secrets are not safe with him dear people, maybe I knew something private about you already. HAHA, pun intended. Joe is a nice guy unless someone pressed on the wrong button and he'll be like a bomb exploding with numerous top-secrets, and he exploded today because he was hyper at that devastating moment.

Oh well, I'm going to bed right now. Nights world.

Universal law of love

2010-07-09T14:03:00.003+08:00

Despicable me and Eclipse.

I still have to wait for another 1 hour before I depart to the cinema.

*controlling the urge to use smilies*

Somehow, I think my sleeping hormones are strongly stimulated when the sun is situated in an awkward position in the sky.

I turn my head to stare at the clock on the wall only to see that the minute hand barely moved.

Anyway, I love you Paul the octopus!

My IELTS training ground

2010-07-07T22:19:00.004+08:00

For this one whole month I'm going to use this place to sharpen my ~~typing~~ writing skills before IELTS day arrives. I'm going to stop using smilies to express my emotions during this period.

Apparently my essay-writing technique didn't really improve ever since I graduated high school.

I don't know if I'm going to be persistent in doing this because the current situation is that I keep on typing and deleting and typing and rephrasing each sentence that I'm writing now. This plays a significant role because on the 30th of July I'm not going to be answering my IELTS writing paper using a laptop, which also means that, my answer sheet is going to be more like a dirty-scribbled paper that will infuriate the IELTS examiner who will be marking thousands and thousands of IELTS paper written by people of various walks of life from all around the world.

Getting an awful band for writing once is enough, I cannot take the risk by depending solely on my listening and reading. The facilities in this school do not allow IELTS candidates perform well in the listening paper, in other words THEY DON'T SUPPLY EARPHONES! This makes the whole process difficult to be frank, and somehow, the IELTS questions in peninsular is harder than the IELTS questions I did previously in my hometown KK.

But then wanting and doing are two different things and I only have 3 months for A2. I have no idea how am I supposed to cope with all these things together in one time.

Granted this is not SPM, and I'm only taking 4 subjects including IELTS but I'm already suffocating. Dear people, this statement is not applicable if one is using Government's money to sustain his or her education because 1. He or she is under a lot of pressure to make sure that the contract is still valid because this is the only future he or she has and 2.If everything is screwed up he or she has to pay back EVERY SINGLE PENNY this government supplies.

Ouch.

My EMO tone is back again.

So not the drama

2010-07-03T23:49:00.002+08:00

After that 3rd goal by Germany, I gave up glaring at tele in the student lounge.

3 freaking goals man!!! The first goal was like the most not awesome goal, EVER! Goalkeeper ah goalkeeper, what are you doing dear goalkeeper. HAIH!

Can someone out there like seriously bring down Germany??? Pretty please??? Spain? Netherlands?? UGGGHHHHHH

I survived

2010-07-03T19:33:00.006+08:00

1 week is so fast yet it's so wonderful :)

I thank God for every cheerful juniors who gave full cooperation during this whole orientation week, my group is extremely dedicated you know!!!! and they never complain!! Not even once!!! even though all of us had to go back at 2am in the morning, and then some had to skip meals and being painted with poster colours.

Despite the fact that people didn't understand our effort, they were just so....awesome.

It's ok even if we got the last place. We made the best props anyone could ever imagine. Most importantly we remembered each other's names :)

'What did you feel when you guys got KTT?'
'Actually we felt fortunate because many of our friends were rejected.'
'Seriously?'
'Yeah, what more can we ask?? :)'

Good thing I didn't get those big heads who completed A-levels in posh colleges and then gave them up because eventually they still wanted free education from the government (yet they still complain), in my group.

Anyways.

I don't like Germany, not after they beat England in the previous round. Nuh-uh, Najwa I don't like your Messi either Dx But I still have to make sure Germany loses tonight. Argentina must win for the sake of England, even though it makes no sense at all :)

Oh I love

2010-06-20T21:30:00.002+08:00

Kolej Teknologi Timur!

The kitchen sink is officially broken, trust me, I tried fixing it. Let's see who's working tomorrow.

Apparently there are no drivers picking up the 50++ kids from the airport today.

Not to mention our hardcore awesome MPP president renting a car at the very last minute and picking up the stranded peope from the airport. Faruqi you know we love you very much xoxo

The panadol is working btw :D Boy did I suffer for the past half an hour :p

17 hours left

2010-06-19T19:49:00.008+08:00

Sometimes, this not-so-free-but-everyone-thought-it-was-for-free education isn't really that fun. Maybe not for those who can go home every week. But we'll get even once we go to India, you'll see.

Some people had their discussion in facebook on whether or not going to college early is a good thing especially for those who graduated from matriculation colleges months ago. Some people say there's no benefit going early. Well, from my point of view, if I'd just click the 'raccept' button a year ago, I'd secured a place in one of the universities already, let it be UKM, I won't have to pull all my hair out just to pass the very very VERY annoying cut-off point. Not that UKM is bad, but if one compare it to UM and USM...it's just like picking out which Jonas Brother is better.lol

Oh please don't say I do not appreciate what I have. I DO! Let's just say some people are born rich but I have to work all my way up to get rich and my future is still uncertain because I don't know what will happen to my investments :S Does that explain things?

Nawh I guess not.

What happened in the car...

2010-06-18T21:19:00.003+08:00

Mua: *snap snap snap*
Evil dude: Can you stop that already?? *punching his PSP* Strangers are staring this way...

Mua: *snap snap*
Evil dude:UGGHH Your handphone is noisy, can't you silent it???

Mua: *snap snap* Nokia N series phone aren't meant to be quiet ESPECIALLY when you take photos *snap* besides *snap* OMG THIS IS A GOOD ONE! *snap* Whoever stares at us can learn something new today.
Evil dude: NAH YOU SEE YOU SEE, THE PILAK IS STARING AT YOU

Mua: O.O huh?! Owh shit, off the light OFF THE LIGHT!

*While pilak is strolling away...*

Mua: What's wrong with these people, it's not a crime to take photos...
Evil dude: I give you the F word...
Mua: What F word? Fabulous??? Thank you Thank you I appreciate it very much *grins*
Evil dude: Crazy woman........

**

The reason Mua is in pink is because of nothing specific.
and the reason the dude is in black is because he's evil. TADAAAA!

P/S: After that he continued to punch his PSP and mua proceeded on her unfinished business.

P/P/S: Mua and evil dude is oh so ALWAYS and ETERNALLY related :) The Queen's evil brother.

Toodles~

JiSung.lost.to.Messi

2010-06-17T23:20:00.005+08:00

LemmeseewhatcanIblogaboutterday.

Chace Crawford went to jail due to marijuana posession. Not shocking ~~at all~~. Maybe it did shock me a little, especially when I heard it first hand from my brother. My 17-year-old gamer brother, who only cares about how many points he scores by dancing in the virtual world and shooting bad people in war games. Well now at least he cared about the world, he reached a new milestone *tearing*

That's one thing.

OWH OWH OWH ONE MORE IMPORTANT THING, I'D BETTER WRITE THIS DOWN BEFORE I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT IT.

*drums roll* very LOUDLY

Bradley Cooper and his 8 packs in the A-team

Please, do congratulate me for growing up already, because previously I felt nothing when I see men baring their chest. I think maybe 6 packs are not strong enough to stimulate my senses. HA.

Okay dad, I know you're reading this, don't kill me :P

I saw the 8 packs in Enews with my two eyeballs. My brother saw it too. But then I can't find it anywhere online, but I think the 6 packs photo will do. BEHOLD! *chinese gong sound effect* lol

Some people have 6 packs that give very disturbing visual effects. I mean disturbing disturbing, not the kind of disturbing that makes people swoon and stay out of focus for at least 24 hours (like what Bradley Cooper did to me) and that applies only to certain people. *cough*

Anyhuuuu, *gawks at the picture a few more times* I should have watched The A-team with ChiSan the other day :S Though my main purpose is only one (which cannot be disclosed even though I think people knew it already....) I'm not an action movie kinda person, and it'll be plain weird if we watched the killers together, and he didn't want to watch The Karate Kid because it'll be his fourth time watching it.

So guess what, we ended up watching Marmaduke. A cute movie I say, 5/10 I rate.

oh, and South Korea lost badly today. 1:4. Against Argentina. *changes blog title* Maybe they were overwhelmed by Messi? I dunno :D But plenty of sayang goals.

VERY SAYANG GOALS.
*quoted from my dad*

I thought all balls that miss the goal are sayang goals?? lol

and then the sports-analyser announcer kept on shooting down South Korea. WHAT LAH???

'I mean, this is not unexpected, South Korea can't score against Argentina. Even before the match begins, we knew, Argentina is going to win.'

I thought sports announcers were supposed to be neutral?? Nawh?? *nostrils flaring*

IIEK! it's 8 minutes past 12 already.

Final quote of the day :D *chinese gong effect*

balik2 nama torres ja kena sebut,tapi 1 goal pn teda,hahahaha cuba la pnggil nama sa ka,Spain pn satu,lmbt mo kasi kluar torres,huhuhuhuhu

Leonard is so funny lahhhhhhh!! ROFL

sidekicking galore

2010-06-16T22:43:00.004+08:00

2 great things about Sabah are

1. awesome bakeries

2. Bookstores, well equipped with stationeries for crying out loud! Say no to chainstores like popular and times, even mph is losing like seriously, thank God for the variety of pencil cases and notebooks they have, I think I'm gonna cry... Not,

As for the bakery, I'll rant about it someday, and yes, it is better than KL's :p

***the reason I created this post is just to play around with my sidekick, ahaks, I think the keypad is too wide :s Though I can use the touchscreen and the keypad at the same time, which is the best part of the phone so far, but if I have to decide, let's just say I prefer the conventional laptop or pc with a mouse :D

nites world.

아이구.......

2010-06-15T11:45:00.004+08:00

No wonder my header doesn't display properly. Googlepages has already been shut down!!!! I have totally no idea where all my animations went, I don't know how and where did Google move all my stuff, i just feel so..sad :( Apparently I cannot trace my designs back using the existing url, even though the static ones are working fine but not the animating ones :S That's why, THAT'S WHY, THAT'S WHYYYYYYY I ONLY HAVE an 'I' displaying at the top of my blog.

Google you didn't give me the chance to get my babies back :( I thought they were safe with you :( and thus I deleted ALL of them from my virus-infested pc :( and only moved some to my lappy, which is currently undergoing surgery somewhere due to hardware problems.

*sigh*

Oh well.

I went to the saloon today to get my hair colour done. I picked my dream-ash-colour and asked the stylist about it. However....

Mua: *points to colour palette* I want this!!!
Stylist: Err, Do you want your colour to stand out?? Because you won't see this colour on your hair, we have to like dye it a few times to get that colour...

Mua: Seriously? This one really cannot ah?
Stylist: Unless you bleach your hair lor.....

Since I don't wanna bleach my hair, I pick the chestnutish-metallic-brown which is also known as medium brown but I end up looking slightly auburn -.-

Tak pe lah. :D

LA LA 이렇게 chA

2010-06-14T22:45:00.001+08:00

To be frank, I kinda miss my long hair. But till then, I'll enjoy my short curly locks before it grows long again :D

Did I say I kinda perm my hair on Sunday and am gonna kinda change my hair colour tomorrow?? There are too many brunettes in this school. I'm going for..well..you'll see :)

omonaseriouslyAIYA

2010-06-13T22:31:00.003+08:00

3 days passed by fast, MAAANNNNN Dx

and all I did was just, well, EATING. Beef, seafood, seafood, seafood and SEAFOOD. I think I'm going to get sick of seafood sooner or later. HAHA. Not at the mean time anyways.

I've been meddling with my white n97 for like 5 hours now. No kidding. 2 hours just to figure out how to remove the cover and the sim card properly and 3 hours for everything *faint*

ugh and I just accidentally sent an empty message to SewSan, great, just great, those buttons are confusing sometimes, why don't they just create a button with words like 'send' 'delete' etc The forward button is the reverse of the send button and I always pressed them wrongly. *bangs head on the wall*

That's what you get for buying a phone without a proper English manual -.- My dad says my phone is probably a submarine phone. I have no idea where did he coin that word from.

Which reminds me of a conversation the other day...

Dad: So, year end we go South Korea okkkeeeii??
Mum: South Korea not berperang meh??
Mua: YEEAALLOORR, NEWSPAPER SAYS SO LOR

Dad: -.- Nola, not yet berperang lah
Mum: IIe don't want lah, later North Korea's missile simply shoot here shoot there, dangerous lah
Mua: But then if they berperang, they berperang at the border only kan??

Dad: Haiya won't kena wan lah, and they won't berperang, YOU KNOW WHY DID THIS HAPPEN OR NOT???
Mua: *intimidated* Don't challenge me lor, I got read newspaper wan lor, North Korea go shoot people marine ship then South Korea got angry lor, and then brought it up to UN lor and then North Korea deny lor and then NK (I'm so lazy to type it all out already..) says 'if you accuse me again we berperang lah'

Mum: har..yea ah?
Dad: No lah, the ship memang explode after kena torpedo, who else in that area got torpedo?? Memang North Korea lorh. But then I don't think they did it on purpose, maybe they were just trying to luan luan shoot only but mana tau kena the ship. Then, like you brother lor 'I didn't do ah..I didn't do...'

Mua: *speechless*
Mum: See First lah....

Oh well, there goes the North and South Korea talk. Speaking of which:

South Korea 2 vs Greece 0

Don't mess with my Manchester United Park Ji Sung, YA HEAR ME???!!!

집에

2010-06-11T14:27:00.003+08:00

I love my flight home last night , I love the airport, oh the airport, I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT. KLIA airport is awesome :D

My dogs are the best part of home. I thought they don't remember me already. (I doubt they remember me anyway) Since they responded the same way to every stranger they meet.

Pout. Leap. Stuck their tongue out. ~~Molest~~ Lick :D

Kay so now I'm going to figure out what I'm going to do next. My dad locked away his guitar :( and I spent quality time with my piano already, so... away I go.

*TO INFINITY, AND BEYOND!*

I still can't get sick of it even though the radio station keep on repeating that ad. LOL.

Babe

2010-06-04T20:04:00.004+08:00

is how I address all my female friends, and no, I don't call my guy friends babe, na-ah, I call them..

*drum rolls*

dude

awesome ain't I??? :)

***

The sad truth about my AS paper is that, my most confident paper turned out to be my worse nightmare. After doing some serious calculations of the percentage I would carry for my A2, out of the 50%, I would only bring 30% provided that I score 40/40 for my upcoming paper 1, which is..out of my league so to speak.

*sob*

I don't want to repeat my AS PAPER!!

I promise I will drop by

2010-05-28T23:34:00.005+08:00

Meh English is deteriorating (?)

Yes it's getting worse because I did not spend the same amount of time I used to spend to nurture fancy phrases and .. new words. IEE, I hate my English -.-

I spent 1 hour reflecting (tskyeah right!) and I think to myself, perhaps there's nothing we can do to please everyone. It's either you sacrifice yourself for the benefit of others or you save yourself first because you really don't know what the outcome will be...

I really thought the sun came out. But it didn't. Dark clouds were hovering still. The only thing absent is the rain and when the rain falls, as soon as it hits the face, the momentum change experienced by the epidermis will .. well, be just the momentum change. The world still spins, life still goes on, even though the heart aches because that one thing I held on till now finally escapes from my grasp, I didn't want to lose it, I never wanted to lose it, but it's too hard to get it back when both parties are heading towards the opposite direction. God can give you, God can take away. At least, that is what I know.

So now I have to pick myself up and embrace tomorrow :)

三个字

2010-05-24T22:45:00.002+08:00

不服气。

可是，我又不能怎样。

我在学着吞。对，吞。因为除了吞，我想不到更好的办法一面发泄一面维持世界和平。

两者不能并存。

所以

到此搁笔闪人，以防毒舌乱放话。

*强拉毒舌下线*

post-paper 3 syndrome

2010-05-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

This is going to sound like a report of my whereabouts. So yeah.

After the quarantine for my chemistry practicals yesterday, I went home, had lunch, watched Valentines Day and Carriers (Oh Chris Pine is so sexy *faint*), took a nap for 1 hour or so, bathed, and took off to Homes until 11pm, went to bed at 12, but ended up sleeping at 3 because house mates were too noisy *sob*

Miraculously I woke up at 8.30 am today, though I suffered from a mild headache all day long.

Come to think of it, I did study. I thought I didn't HAHAHA

1 chapter of chemistry.

HAHAHA. Still not good anyway.

Then I went to CF, spent 1 hour at the library reading newspaper, went to Giant, bus came late summore.

By the time I arrive home it's like 8pm already.

and then I'm like so excited because the JPA results are out today so I spent another 1 hour++ digging in REcom to look for possible soon-to-be juniors, found 2 though, both are from Sarawak :D

I guess the number of newcomers is going to decrease this year.

Downgraded

2010-05-09T09:43:00.003+08:00

The thing is, when an exam drags too long, I tend to forget what I have read earlier, but then when it comes too close, I don't have time to recall everything! Seriously!

I spent 1 whole day deciphering Biology paper 3, just a plain serial dilution took me 2 hours to understand 'WHY', why isn't there a direct formula to let me know why because based on my friends' explanation basically I don't really have to know why because I'll end up pulling my hair off, all of them, literally.

This poor little girl cannot wake up by 7.30 am this morning because her biological clock is louder than the alarm clock, I ended up waking up at 8.30 *gasp* summore I cook leh??

9.30

then I lepak around the virtual world so now it is around 9.50??

Right, so now I'm off, to study again.......

Oh my goodness, Biology paper 2 this friday, I hope my brain can keep up to me until friday.

(I know I make life over here sound pathetic, actually life isn't that bad until the exam arrives, and people have to struggle to pass the pointer which is so freaking high, I myself made a backup plan just in case I don't pass that point, but then I hope some miracle can happen so that I can call off my back up plan....God knows what I want~)

My Lion hates that Monkey

2010-04-30T16:31:00.003+08:00

You know what? I'm blogging from the school's library because I'm just to lazy to dig out my laptop and my broadband from my locked wardrobe.

UGH. Life. When laziness kicks in.

PS: I love Pastor Sandra to the max!!!

smuggling patience from the other side of the world

2010-04-22T22:38:00.002+08:00

That explains why I spend my afternoons in the library.

Why don't the holidays just come and give me a big hug for like 2 months or so??

Because of the Crocs song

2010-04-12T23:27:00.003+08:00

Which leads me to google about that song and somehow or rather I ended up reading about 'John Lennon in hell'. Good thing they didn't sing the heaven and hell part during FESNI (not that I can fathom what they were singing, except for the 'IMAGINE' 'IMAGINE' part, no offense, the melodywas nice, choir was meant to be like that, I think...)

It's like the most disturbing testimony. EVER.

Time for bed now, my eyelids are pleading for mercy :(

chasing pavements

2010-04-10T14:34:00.004+08:00

It is funny to see how things work out everyday, things that are not meant to be become something that is worth a second thought, the complex human nature is of course, part of that something. But then the universe is created this way and the fact that we are part of this complicated (and sometimes..weird?) world makes us..what we are. Complicated.

*yawn yawn yawn* I malas nak buat kesimpulan liao wei, I have 2 physics paper to worry about, I feel like taking a nap even.....

The Herald

2010-04-08T20:24:00.005+08:00

No I'm not trying to convert anyone, just in case some people that are not of the christian faith stumble across this and start to disrupt the peace of the Malaysian blogworld (Sudahlah sue the paper for using the word *****, so, cut yourself some slack, there are bigger issues in the world that are worth arguing..)

The Herald is a really really REALLY nice paper if you understand what this paper is all about. At least every week I learn something from it, even though it'll cost me like RM52 per year since I pay like RM 1 per week..why am I writing this again?

ANYWAY,

There's one line in the second page of the latest issue *drums roll* said by the late Pope John Paul II

"The world, was afraid of itself and its future. To all those who were afraid, to all those who were caught up in the great loneliness of the world, I beg you, let Christ speak to you, He alone has the word of life, yes, Eternal life."

A food for thought :)

*runs off to study Biology*

Easter was yesterday :)

2010-04-05T22:22:00.005+08:00

Instead of studying I conteng the egg. But it was pointless anyway because it ended up in my tummy already. God bless the egg.

My next paper is on Friday and today, obviously, I'm not in the mood to do what I should be doing, especially after the very unexpected chemistry paper. 20 marks on something that is NOT IN THE SYLLABUS. Another 40 marks for vague questions.

Dumbfounded and defeated, I drag my heavy footsteps up the only tangga that is not leaking in KTT (I think), EMO for fifteen minutes or so and then watched I love you, Beth Cooper.

Pre-As is not looking good........

As if my misery was not enough, two extremely random people came up to me today and bashed Justin Bieber. 1. Encik Azman aka my class rep aka a jealous dude who said JB sounded like a baby -.- 2. Miss Edwin (YES, MISS EDWIN) thinks he's hotter than JB after Melzie said he look like Justin Bieber *COUGH*

Owh goodness.......

PS: Happy Birthday to KaiSye and Magy again :)

Life had been so...

2010-03-24T23:30:00.005+08:00

Mundane! Despite the fact that my classes were miraculously cancelled during these past few days, it's like wanting the sun to rise from the west if classes were to be cancelled for ALL 4. All 4 = kelas saye.

For the last 6 months, I had been wondering what does it feel like to have your classes cancelled and you can just stay in your apartment for 1 whole day, aside from the fact that you have to go down and buy food and maybe sign the attendance for prep class..

prep class...another thing that I don't like....

Anyway, as I was saying, I envy my housemates and friends to have their classes cancelled all the time so that they can study at home (since you don't really learn anything in the class under certain circumstances that must not be told otherwise some undercover spy from KTT named Sang Suria -an old joke from Mr Zaini- will come and track you down and bring you to custody for defaming KTT!) and All 4 finally had their classes to be cancelled.

Not something worth celebrating though.

Because I either end up procrastinating everything or just sleep. PUN INTENDED.

It's just that I'm more motivated when there's not enough time to study than when there's 24 hours for you to ~~waste~~ properly utilise.

baaaa....

and now is the downright perfect example where I'm not properly utilising my time *cough*

***

+Feskot ends this sunday, which means I'm not going because my dad is coming over to give me some important documents. Boo.

+Red ants beat the big fat crocs at the padang just now in Tarik Tali!!!! YOU GUYS SHOULD BE SO ASHAMED!!!! Fatties lost to the skinnies :P Siapa suruh??? *snort*

+I think my highschool really put netball to shame, seriously, who knew netball players can be so....COOL?!! I used to join my school team, and I end up being discriminated together with my other friends of non-certainreligion, apparently we were 'mellow' -.- and they couldn't even win districts....round 1 already kalah to other schools...what lah..........

*heads down* I used to think netball is lame.

BUT THEN YOU KNOW MY SEMUT MERAH PLAYERS WERE LIKE SO AWESOME AND SO SWIFT AND SO LIGHT AND SO ACCURATE AND SO...YIENG!!!!! They remind me of my high school's basketball players *sob*

oh well, the rambling stops here. xoxo